Wednesday 20 April 2011

GIRL IN THE HOOD

Girl in the hood.When I first saw you,my heart skipped a beat.I could not fathom how contrast could be so beautiful.Word failed me for what I saw left me speechless.Girl,you were so beautiful.Everyday I gathered my courage to tell you that you had stolen my heart but before you I was dumb.

A marvel of nature,my greatest wish was not to lose you from my sight.Your deep black skin was so intense that I ONLY
wanted to feel you with my own hands.I feared rejection and could  not utter the words that were so ripe in my mouth.Your lips promised the best of kisses that a man could yearn for.When you opened your mouth to sing,I felt weak at the knees.I wanted to cry with the desire that coursed through my veins.I wanted nobody but you.
All my life has been spent waiting for you and now you are here.
Yesterday when I greeted you,you answered with such a sweet voice that I could feel my heart melt with pleasure.I vowed to pursue this newfound pet.It was with great but unsure anticipation that I handed over my supper for you to prepare along with yours.When you accepted,I knew that night we would it together and eat we did,in my crib.
We ate and the conversation that ensued was my way of trying to delve deeper into your soul and give you my assurance that as a city boy I was more than interested in you for sex.
You revealed your past to me and I could only feel the bond strengthening.
I could wait no more and finally I asked the question that I had been holding back,"can I touch you?",I asked honestly and you answered,"yes,but not today".That to me was a promise of things to come and when we bade each other good night I knew we would see each other again.
I had asked for your number and you gave it to me though how I failed to save it I cannot tell.
The next two days were hell to me as I was so busy that I did not see you though you were my next door neighbour.
The third third was a great relief to me when you woke up much earlier than usual and saw me leaving."Why have you been avoiding me?".Your question made me awash with guilt and I explained vaguely.I promised to see you later and we said our farewells.
Little did I KNOW THAT I would not see you for a long time as you went back upcountry.
I know you think I have forgotten all about since I should have called you by now but sorry,I failed to save your number to my own chagrin.
I will ask your number from your niece and hope that she will give it to me.
Meanwhile,sweet girl in the hood,when are you coming back,for I  will not let you go again.I LOVE MY BLACK QUEEN.

Sunday 17 April 2011

HER HIGHNESS.

Today I saw her again and could not hold up the happiness that crept into my heart.She is two years younger than I am.
My obsession with her started a long time ago when we were still in secondary school.At that time I used to send letters to another girl in her class and she acted as the courier.Little did I know that the tingling I felt when she smiled at me would later be described as love.
I love her and cannot hold back my love.She is the only girl I can truly confess to have loved.Every time I see her,my face beams with joy.I t is her that I want in my life and if I cannot have her then I do not want any other girl.I know she loves me as I love her.I have seen it in her eyes and the unspoken words between us promise a great future for us.
Strangely enough the only man who stands between us is her father.A deeply religious man we share the same faith.I know that if I was as active in religious matters as he is then I would be settled as a family man by now.He is also a man of great means and my hope is to gather enough resources to prove that I can take care of her daughter by all means necessary.My daily hustle consumes most of my time hence my being dormant in the congregation.It is my sincere prayer that I get the girl of my dreams.I will work harder but I feel I cannot hold it anymore.
I love you girl and will one day hold you in my arms as you have always dreamed then we shall forever be one body,one soul.One day I hope you will read this and know how much I loved you.I know what is dear to your heart and will do all that is humanly possible to get to your heart my dear.You are the apple of my eye,the reason why I face each day with determination.
Hold on my sweetheart.I will not keep you for long but I will hasten my steps to get to you.Your wish is my command.Your highness,let me be yours,be mine and I will be your slave forever.I love you,love you and will always love you.Receive my hugs and kisses and though your bed be warm tonight,it will not be for long,I will be with you,oh dear Grace.

Saturday 2 April 2011

NEVER LOYAL

When she left her husband she was doing well. She had just landed a job that promised to be well paying.She had never been on a salary before and it excited her.

She had married young(that is what she loved to say)and had never had the chance to sample the good things in life.She yearned for a life of partying that she saw her friends who were far much young enjoying.
What she did not know is that to many people out there who still had hope in the industry.She represented a generation of women that were a rare breed in the industry.
Married for seven years,many of us used to feel that she set an example to other girls in the industry not knowing that she was son to succumb to the pressure.
One day she went for an outside job with one intention:never to go back to her husband.She had a good run and when she came back she stayed true to her intentions and refused to go home.
She now lives by herself,away from her husband but the pleasures that she yearned for are no longer available.
As she proved to be disloyal to to all who had hopes in her she found out that life too could serve a dish of the best.Life is never loyal to people who are never loyal to it(to be cont)